I am sitting at my home office computer with a sick pregnant wife upstairs(cough, slight Temp, runny nose, etc..) and I have never felt more useless in my life. I called the Ob and they told me I can give her Robitussin and if her temp spikes over 99.9 degrees to get her over the an urgent care facility. Now take a wife who is normally very tough, doesn't get sick all that often and powers through it when she does and give her this ailment along side the pregnancy and bam, its dual edged sword.. The tough part it I feel like I said useless, like I can't do anything to help. I know in times like this I shouldn't be worried about me, but I want to help somehow.. What can I do??
        Put on top of everything the work issues for me and well my head is spinning. I am the man, I am supposed to take care of my family and I can't even find a decent job. I am frustrated, I am getting to be lazy and not focused which I think is a side effect of all the down time, and I need to turn it around. I am not looking for an upper level 100k job, I am not being greedy or asking for anything I don't feel I could excel at, all I am asking for is a chance to prove to someone I can do it and prove all the doubters wrong. This is the closet I have been to crying in a while, I am really frustrated and really concerned at the same time.. Please people tell me what I can do? Tell me what I need to do in order for this to work.... I beg you, please... Thanks for listening to my ranting and I am sure I will be back soon....


E-No Signing off....